Keep Your Head Held High
When all you know how to do is start over and drag yourself down. It just takes you in this complete vicous cycle. When do you start to make changes from these mistakes and learn and grow even more. I was doing so great with all the changes. Then some things happened I got knocked down again. Now I sit here thinking of all the pros and cons of the choices I have made to get me to this place I am at. My kids love this new place, these new people, and all the new experiences. I however feel the wicked pull of depression and the demons that wait amongst it all. I have always been so good at hiding it, and just smiling through the day. However I am feeling right now, I need to keep pushing and making some amazing new choices. One day and one step at a time is what I keep telling myself. I am greatful, thankful, and hopeful for something good. I started seeing a doctor again. She got me on a mood stabalizer, and it seems to be doing a number on my emotions. I have my daily inhaler, emerg